Monday, September 14, 2020

I'm Tired


Ok, this was at 9:47AM, at first I thought "oh my" did I miss the time change? I'm not even posting the view from the kitchen window because even the iphone camera couldn't get the tree in focus, we were both confused. . That is what Wednesday looked like ALL day. It was spooktacular in the science fiction creepy scary sort of way. Yes its been 6 days and I'm still tired. I know the dawn is approaching, a new day is coming and things are getting better all the time (listen to the Beatles) Getting so much better alll the time! Its getting better all the time. Better Better Better, Its getting better all the time. I'm making a better day for myself buy staying in the NOW moment. Right now the air is still smokey, on the iphone it does say un healthy so I'm not going to talk a walk outside. In this now moment I'm going to eat a few frozen grapes and sing to myself. I can take the time to pray for all sorts of things. You can make up your own prayer list, anything you want is good. Like peace for all beings involved in the curious time. You get the idea right? Right now I am choosing to see the beauty that is all around me even when it looks wired. I'm choosing Peace in my confusion. I'm choosing meditation for 20 minutes twice a day to stay in silence and live larger than life. PS my tiredness has gone away.